The (un)Luckiest

It has been almost ten days since I've blogged. I feel disgusted with myself.

I am so sorry that you have been so supremely neglected, blog. I will do my very best to keep up with you from now on. At least twice a week, that much I can guarantee.

Like I mentioned in my last blog, I have been really really busy. This is still true and it's most of the reason that I haven't blogged in almost ten days. I work basically full time but very odd hours so I never really have time to get stuff done. Oh well, I guess that's what happens to adults. I also haven't let myself stop and relax at all because some crazy shit has been going down and I'm afraid that if I really stop to think about it I might have a wee bit of a breakdown. I feel like I've been putting forth a good effort in the past three or four months to really be more positive and do the things that I should be doing instead of just dicking around. It's frustrating to give life your all and to have things continue to unravel around you. I keep trying roll with the punches and take what I get but it just seems like the punches won't stop coming, and they're getting harder and harder too. I know my problems are way less serious than a lot of things that people have to deal with, but to me they're all a big deal. I think I'm starting to move on, which is good. I just hope my unlucky streak is over for a while. Sometimes it's hard to remember that things happen for a reason.


On a lighter note, I've decided to buy a PS3. Hang out with me now, because hopefully by mid-July I will be too immersed in my games to even leave the house.